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school starts tomorrow and I don't think my brain relizes it yet...


I want to draw something but idk what lol I'm bored now hehe sorry
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: Hallelujah
Before and After Meme by spamano12
Before and After Meme
I haven't really posted anything so I was just bored and wanted to see my progress.. I think it's pretty good and I'm proud of myself! 
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So everyone is asleep that i usually talk to so im just gonna write this out..to myself i guess

I'm happy of what i have and i don't want to sound like i want everything i ask for ,but im just in a really shitty mood and I need to just get it out of my system

okay first School: I really don't want to go back...I've always been picked on our started fights or have been sent to the ER for cutting...plus its my first time moving from my special ED math class to normal and i cant even finish my summer work . I'm scared .. I know i have friend or sibling to help, but when i don't want to ask them for help because i either feel bother or feel even more stupid.. I don't want to try anymore.. I kinda just  want to fade away 

Second : one of my friends boyfriends keeps me up all night just talking about his girlfriend and it either upsets , frustrates, or makes me jealous and he did it again tonight and I just hate myself . I've been getting so depressed that nothing is becoming fun to me anymore, like my favorite video games don't become fun to me anymore and it just makes me even more upset..

third: all of my relationships have been so dump and i just want to find someone who will actually care and not use me to get someone else or for there own purposes! But at the same time i want to date ! I hate myself!

Fourth: my family just went on a vacation and we were all really happy and having a good time together ! today i had one of my friends over and my step father yelled at me because i didn't bring him back ice cream when me and my friend went to search for jobs.. HE IS A GROWN ASS MAN WITH MONEY AND A CAR HE CAN GET IT BY HIMSELF RIGHT?! I'M A FUCKIN KID WHO ONLY HAD 8 DOLLARS FOR TWO PEOPLE ! OH WHOOPS SORRY YOU A GROWN MAN HAS TO TAKE MONEY FROM HIS WIFE AND KIDS SO YOU CAN GET SHIT THAT IS COMPLETELY USELESS LIKE A THREE YEAR OLD!

Fifth :  I hate how my sister cries because shes lonely or frustrated . she 22 , has a boyfriend, ect. I know she is allowed too but i just wanna rage anyway. I love her too death but she needs to get her game together... shes getting a job and is getting her life together, but hr boyfriend always texts me saying " Hey hug Elise's for me shes frustrated". I FEEL LIKE IN THIS WORLD NO ONE CARES AND THEY JUST USE ME FOR THERE OWN REASON ... like they don't even care and I'm just this toy that they can throw around... I feel like I can never be what I want to be.. I always give up and i know i shouldn't but i know i cant reach it so i quick while I'm ahead...I just wanna kill myself already..but I know I'll just be reborn or some shit ..


I know this journal no one will read or care... I just needed to get this out..I'm probably gonna delete this after someone points out a spelling mistake... I just hate how my life is heading and i try to fix it but just mess it up more...



*sighs* sorry guys..
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Hallelujah
Mon Aug 18, 2014, 9:34 PM
i totes stole this from: *iconPixelFishy*

[ ] smoked
[ ] consumed alcohol 
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex 
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex 
[X] kissed someone of the same sex 
[X] kissed someone of the opposite sex 
[X] had someone in your room other than family
[ ] watched porn`
[ ] bought porn 
[ ] tried drugs
TOTAL: 4

[X] taken painkillers
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine 
[X] lied to your parents 
[X] lied to a friend 
[ ] sneaked out of the house
[ ] done something illegal
[X] felt hurt 
[X] hurt someone 
[X] gotten into a fight 
[X] wished someone to die
[X] seen someone die
TOTAL: 12

[X] missed curfew
[ ] stayed out all night 
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[X] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket 
[ ] been to rehab
[X] dyed your hair
[X] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club 
[ ] been to a bar
TOTAL: 16

[ ] been to a wild party.
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night 
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[what] sniffed anything 
[X] wore black nail polish 
[X] wore arm bands 
[X] wore t-shirts with band names 
[X] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD 
TOTAL: 20


[X] dressed gothic 
[ ] dressed lolita 
[X] dressed girly
[X] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge 
[X] stolen something 
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[X] fainted
[X] laughed at someone's pain 
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor
TOTAL: 26

[X] had a crush on a friend
[X] been to a concert. 
[X] dry-humped someone
[X] been called a slut
[X] called someone a slut 
[ ] installed speakers in your car
[X] broken a mirror
[X] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house  
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
TOTAL: 33

[ ] considered Ludicrous your favorite rapper
[X] seen an R-rated movie in theater 
[ ] cruised on mail
[X] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[X] had an injury 
[ ] gone to court 
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[X] caught something on fire
[ ] lied about your age 
TOTAL: 37

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house 
[ ] broken the law in the police's presence  
[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[X] talked to a stranger
[X] hugged a stranger
[ ] licked a stranger  
[X] been verbally harassed
[X] been physically harassed
TOTAL: 41

[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online 
[X] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[ ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight 
[X] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[ ] been to a fair
[X] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[X] prank-called someone
[X] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[ ] cheated on a test
GRAND: 46

If You Have Less Than 10...Write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10...Write [I'm Average]
If You Have More Than 20...Write [I'm a Bad Kid]
If You Have More Than 30...Write [I'm a Bad Influence]
If You Have More Than 40...Write [I'm a Horrible Person]
If You Have More Than 50...Write [I Should be in Jail]
If you have More Than 60...Write [I Should be Shot]
If You Have More Than 70...Write [I Should be Dead]

I'm a Horrible Person
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: CinderFella
I got tagged by :iconanger-problems:

1. You must post the rules
2. Each person must post 10 things about themselves in their journal
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and create 5 new questions for the people you tag to answer
4. You have to choose 10 people and post their icons in your journal
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them
6. No tag backs
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this" you legitimately have to tag 10 people

Things about :iconspamano12:
1. my sister is playing goofy signing the puella magi Madoka Magica 
2. I love WindWaker/ any Zelda game (( accept fucken majoras mask that shit gives me anxiety))
3.   Joanna is love Joanna is life
4. I go to AnimeNext almost every year and i remember the exit 10 to get off of because i went there first when i was 10
5. I love cryaotic 
6. I love to rp so please rp with me
7. I still watch Ed, Edd and Eddy
8. I'm going to Disney and going to be cosplaying as dipper
9. Im starting to run out of things about me
10. I am popcorn 
DONE

Questions for me:
1. Where are you from? Ethnically I mean. Not where you live. 
Scottish,irish, and italian
2.What was the first anime you ever watched and why did you watch it in the first place?
fruit basket/ Ouran High School Host Club. 
3. What is your heart's egg? (For the non-Shugo Chara fans, what is your lifelong dream?)
To be with the friends i have forever
4. Favourite anime character?
YOSUKE FROM PERSONA 4
5. Anyone here live in England?
No.
6. Who here still believes in Creepypasta?
Nope.
7. In your opinion, is English food as bad as people make it out to be? England (Objects) [V2] You better say NO!
I dont fucken know 
8. End the sentence: PINK FLUFFY UNICORNS DANCING ON _________
asses
9. Favourite country and why? (I'm not talking Hetalia standards, although they may affect your decision)
Hyrule 
10. Favourite anime character and why?
does Toon Link count?

Questions for the people I tag:
1. What is your opinion on ferrets? they look like penises ..( babo from LOK))
2. Favorite food? um mac and cheese yeah
3. Most embarrassing memory? um when i tried to raise my hand put punched the teacher in the face on accident 
4. Favorite type of tree? willow
5. What is better the sun or the moon? MOON

um im supposed to tag people but I'm too lazy so just do it if you want . fuck you rules
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: CinderFella

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spamano12
Skittlez
Artist | Student | Traditional Art
United States
MADE BY XJAYROSE by spamano12

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:bulletred:Hey my name is Kayla and I love Anime and cosplaying. :D I love to roleplay; feel free to message or note me if you want to! I'm kinda and approachable, but I can be a bit shy at first. I hope you enjoy my page and my art and I hope we can get to know each other! c: :bulletred:

Icon: elemental24


:iconsweetjesusguyplz:

Favourite genre of music: Rock

Shell of choice: The Green Shell :trollface:

Favorite cartoon character: Norman, Dipper, Ame, ect


Disney Stamp by Disney-LoveDisney Stamp: Haters Gonna Hate by XxoOjunefoxOoxXMinecraft Love Stamp by smileystampsPokemon Stamp by MarkiSanRotG Call to Action stamp by shadyGIFs:thumb341295027:MLP Stamp: Derp Trio by XxoOjunefoxOoxXSSBB Pit Stamp by crafty-manxWii pride worldwide by QueenoftheStampedeMario Kart Wii Item Stamp by PokemonMaster04Smosh by TokyoyoHCry Love by JadeofAllTradesNigaHiga Stamp by CYANlDEI love anime stamp by vero-g6-stampsDrink Water by skinnyveestampKingdom Hearts Stamp by halofarmPit stamp-SSBB by Koriiko-chanKid Icarus Uprising Stamp by lapraskingI love memes by EscamosaBear Stamp by DsharkStamp - Toon Link Stamp 1 by AnonymousLinkAdult Link +Tetra Stamp by BeagleTsuinFab. Link by MissOhOctoberTetra Supporter Stamp by applejackles
Interests
school starts tomorrow and I don't think my brain relizes it yet...


I want to draw something but idk what lol I'm bored now hehe sorry
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: Hallelujah

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Braisse01 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
barakamon2  Thank you very much for the Watch!  Barakamon 8 
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:iconacillus:
Acillus Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014  New member Student General Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: on Link Musketeers! :D
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spamano12 Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
No Problem : )
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ZZ-Art Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch! ;v;
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spamano12 Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
No problem
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PixelFishy Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2014  Student General Artist
noTICE ME SENPAI,,,.,..,,
:iconheplz:
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spamano12 Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
I love your new profile :)
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PixelFishy Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Student General Artist
ahh thank you uwu
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spamano12 Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
did you make it?
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Hirako-f-w Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you so much for paying attention to my cosplay gallery ! Heart
If you wanna check more, on Facebook, here is my cosplay page : fr-fr.facebook.com/HirakoCospl…
If you like cosplay videos, discover my YT channel, and the Fb link :
www.youtube.com/user/WonderNee…
fr-fr.facebook.com/HirakoCospl…
At least, if you're a Tumblrist, our's avaible too : www.tumblr.com/blog/we-are-won…

It's up to you ! Hug Thanks again, anytime.
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