I feel like shit

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I tried my best to smile all day but i honestly feel like a thousand of people have been stabbing me. I stayed up till 1 last night drawing and It wasn’t even worth it because it looks like shit! I tried so hard trying to do this and i thought i had it but no i suck and i don’t even know why I try anymore. Everyone around me has a future in art or writing something they love to do and I know I’m gonna be stuck hating my life like I already am. I’m sorry it just so frustrating that I try so hard now I see it’s pointless to try..So maybe I should stop trying…I know i don't have a future in rt and some close people i know have been telling me that I'm wasting my time and maybe there right...I guess I'm just really upset of how I'm not really improving while everyone else is
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What are you saying? You are improving SO much! You show me your progress every time, hun! Don't be so hard on yourself; I've been through this as well. I've been hard on myself and even wanted to give up completely (my parents are also not very supportive in my direction wit the arts), but I never let it get to me. Why? Cause I LOVE drawing. I do it because it makes me feel good and I'm in my happy place! I know I can't measure myself to other people cause there will ALWAYS be someone that's better than you. That's life.
So just go with the flow (: You don't see it yourself because progression is difficult to notice in one's self, but you definitely are improving greatly.